About Me

I am Ravi, a fallen humankind striving to achieve enlightenment. I hail from United Staes of Bihar(India). I have no idea of my goals but I believe to have been brought to this earth for some special reason. Striving for undefined has kept me sustained as yet, and everytime it takes me to the next moment- I call it my destiny. To me Life is a moment and its beautiful.

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Flight of Fantasy

Fantasy.... They will always try to preoccupy your mind, pulling all the energy of ur grey cells to concentrate on them.... so mean, so selfish. But think again before u blame them, these fantasies are always meant for you only how come you blame them? Rather it is our pshychology, which gives birth to these fantasies, is the real culprit.
Here I mention a silly incident that I encountered today. Don't take it as a paradigm of one's effrontery to mention it on web, moral values have always been on my top proirity list.
Here starts a new chapter of fantasies to my life.Starts Ravi Kumar his journey of today, walking to his office, power dressed in formals. He feels something really unusual. Everyone around on the road was giving a second look to him.And Suddenly he realises there is something new with this today. He hears a voice "Hey Ravi! U are catching attention of everybody around you". The man inside him makes a thunderous voice everytime a girl looks at him with a mysterious look. There has to be something new today. And I start flying up in the sky. Probably I have never looked so fancy. I had waited for this moment for decades together and I was there enjoying every moment of this condition(the event I was going to cherish in coming future). Suddenly I was up on the seventh cloud. I started to recall If I had met any sage/saint(I dont know the difference) yesterday or was I blessed by the goddess "Aphrodite" in the night.(Naah.)
And meanwhile I reached the threshold of my office(very near to my house). I was filled with confidence from toe to head. Still, I preferred to look down on my clothing to see if I look really nice enough to enter the sacred place(usually I do before entering).
And I was really dejected with all frustration piling up in a single stroke. That tsunami has taken every bit of euphoria out of my life.All the dreams I had preserved for future were shattered. I was lashed out and thrown to ground Zero. Enough of it, Let us have a dekko at what is down there.
Issssssssshhhhhhhh.......... I hadn't zipped up my pants.
I still have regrets. I shouldn't have looked down.....................

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