Subah... Kabhi to hogi...

I feel humiliated in aftermath of Terrorist Attack on Mumbai. But this is not out of helplessness I feel inside. Obviously I m scared. Bt on top of it, some of the response of my friends has made me dissapointed.
One of first response I encountered was from a friend who criticised Karkare(the slain ATS chief) for he was more engaged in combating Hindu terrorism(which is not evident in India according to him). I want to scream out and say "Terrorism is terrorism, whatever color it has : saffron or green or white".
A good friend of mine in Europe (Obviously she is Indian) was more concerned and I quote "when the world cares for economic recession, India is still entangled in internal security". She goes on to glorify CHINA. My freind I m sorry, I cant ask for a cake if I dont have a bread. I understand your concern about your professional future (rather future of all), but we have to deal with where we are. Sorry you share your home country with poor Ravi. And I m ashamed of wasting time chatting with you now or watching television next moment, I wonder I should have been in army to experience the glory of dying for my nation.
Still another friend complains about the system bcos all NSG commandoes were brought in a BEST bus. He goes further to say, "we spend 5 crore to train one commando, wat if the bus is blasted." My friend when will u know a commando is not 5 crore rupees, its a life, its an attitude to die for nation. Some people are talking about THE RAJ THAKAREY, the person who divides the country on language basis. Mr. Raj Thakarey exists becos India is united. He doesn't have a word to say if u cut out Maharastra out of India. He just STINKS.
I am in grief, I am outraged.
When people say foul about politicians, I keep mum. Before I can accuse them of dirty politics I should stop bribing a TC in train for a seat. Before I can talk about security issue, I should nt irritate in security queues in multiplex. Before I complain of bad traffice I should follow the traffic rules. There is a long list. I can put forward wat I want, but I dont deserve to complain. The first step has to be from my side.
Thanks to commandos who died so that we can be alive. Going to sleep in a hope that I will see a better India every next day I wake up. Woh Subah... Kabhi to hogi...